The love of a child...

There is no greater feeling in the world than having your child run to you with his/her arms reaching out to give you the biggest hug and kiss. These are the moments I will always cherish. When I correct my daughter for doing bad things and she swells up with tears, I admit the first thing I want to do is run over and give her a hug and just console her, but you and I both know that wont stop her from doing the thing I just corrected her for, so I have to walk away, no matter how hard it is. When she throws her food on the floor and intentionally pours out her juice all over her high chair I want to just scream at the top of my lungs, especially when I just got done cleaning the floor and her. But instead, I walk away. When she continuously gets into things she shouldnt I want to spank her. But instead I look at that little smile and my heart just melts. Now dont get me wrong, when she does something that really makes me mad she gets disceplined, but most of the time she gets mommy's open arms and hugs. I cant imagine life without my little girl. It just wouldnt be complete. I love the kisses, the hugs, the tears, the messes, the tiring nights and of course the love from my daughter. Sitting back and thinking about her little tiny body in that incubator when she was born makes me smile, because she is getting bigger and bigger each and everyday. I want that little baby in my arms again. I want to wrap her up in a blanket and rock her to sleep, but unfortuneately them days are almost gone. Little miss independant wants her space and sooner or later she wont want me calling her my little stinker or spit fire, it'll be just Joslyn (Which is a beautiful name) but its not my little nicknames that I call her;( Always, Always and Always cherish everyday with your little one, cause before your eyes they will be all grown up. Motherhood makes the best out of life;)